佳蓉

2010-09-08T04:26:00.000-07:00

妈，谢谢妳。
祝我农历生日快乐.=]

828

2010-08-31T02:34:00.000-07:00

Time flies
Did not realise that I am 18 now haha
Too bad indeed that my birthday drops during final
and my mom went for a Thailand trip at the same time ='(
She wished me before she went.

Firstly, my lovely housemates gave me a big surprise.
They suddenly called me nervously while i was reading an essay book
I thought that they need my help to catch insects
Because i knew they are quite afraid of insects haha
So i ran quickly from my room
After that they showed me a cake and sang me a birthday song
My hair looked messy some more that time.LOL
Jelly cake,quite special right? =)
I did not know what to say
The environment really made touched me
*Unforgettable hahaha.
Thanks girls.

So i decided to go back hometown after english paper
And Mr.I went back together with me
I droped him at his hostel first to take his Cpu before we back
He gave me a teddy bear and treated me to a meal at Mcd.
The teddy bear was really cute and i LOVE it much
He wished me in fb and msg me at the same time
How amazing he was.LOL
Thank you so much Mr.I
I appreciated what you did for me.=D

My sisters were decided to celebrate my birthday that day
So we went to Sunway Carnival
My younger sis bought me a cake and treated me to a meal too
My little nephew phoned me while i was shopping
He wished me Happy Birthday and saying 'I love you' to me
Wow.Felt happy to hear that hahaha
And one of my secondary classmates-Ms Rubinee phoned me as well
Really didn't expect that she would phone me and wished me
Wonder how she remembered my birthday
She was really great.

My heng dais still plan to buy me a cake and give me a big surprise
They wished to celebrate my birthday at hostel
Too bad i was spoilt their plan
Because i went back hometown that day
Sorry about that
Gives you guys a big clap.=]
Thank you!

Hooi Chin,Ai ling and Chai kee gave me a 'little monkey'
It is useful for me when i'm driving.
*P/s:faster find a bf ! haha
This is what they wrote in the bday card hahaha.
Thanks i'm going to find a best one.=)

This year's birthday celebration was quite simple but extremely great
Got a lots of suprises that was totally out of my expectation.=D

2010-07-15T06:21:00.000-07:00

现实的世界必须容纳现实的我们。
不懂怎么了，我很怕被人看不起。
那被看不起的眼神；那被歧视的感觉，好可怕，真的。
也许这是她激励我的方式？
还是她太过直接而没有那个意思，只是我自己接受不了？
我不懂，只知道那一刻，我好难过。
顿时，眼眶湿了，好怕那不听话的眼泪掉下来，会被同学发现。
那天晚上，躺在床上无法入睡。
深夜了，怎么还是睡不着...
整个脑海里一直浮现她的那句话；她的那一个眼神...
眼泪一直往下流，
我已经忘了多久没有这样大哭了...
也好，把心里的压抑都哭出来
那一刻，我答应我自己我必须努力。
我决不会让自己再次的被人歧视。
因为这感觉真好可怕。
她的那一句话，也许会给我带来这一生的成功。

2010-07-06T06:27:00.000-07:00

上了学院，感觉每天都好忙
最近的我，真的好累，好累
不懂怎么了，对自己的信心似乎一天比一天减少
我讨厌那失去信心的我整个人显得特别丑陋
这是我的作风吗？
这是我原有的原则吗？
再怎么难熬的日子还是会过去
我为自己加油。=)

今天，和班上的同学一起到red box去
‘失落沙洲’，这首歌再次的带我进入回忆里
何必为了荒废的过去，还紧紧地咬着自己不放?
今天总算替自己买了一个新书包我喜欢 =)
这短短的几个小时也解放了自己

坚强的我才是原来的我 =D

2010-04-24T09:59:00.000-07:00

越在乎的人，反而越会对他产生误会。
越在乎的人，犯错反而越不能原谅。
越在乎的人，反而对他会越不客气。
越在乎的人，反而越会装作不在乎。

最近我领悟到这些
真的跟我以前的处境一样
我总是掩饰即使在意也好
所以他总觉得我不在意他
有时我真的不懂要怎么表达

爱过，就够了。
其实每一种创伤都是一种成熟。=)

2010-04-10T08:30:00.000-07:00

今天回去学校看看小瓜他们
一样的地方一样的时候却不一样的感觉
看见他们在拔河比赛那兴奋的笑容
我再次把自己带进回忆里
曾经的我也是那么享受我的童军生涯
那种快乐真的是发自内心的快乐

那天他突如其来的信息我
记忆中电话的荧幕上似乎好久都没出现过他的名字了
曾经我是那么的期望他的名字出现在荧幕上
现在可以连回复信息的冲动都没有
我真的没有回复
不懂怎么了
他好像已经不是我快乐时第一个想要分享的人了
而失落时第一个想要倾诉的人了
现在的我过得很好过得好到缺了他也无所谓

玲学院的生活应该过得好吧
记得再苦的日子还是原来的自己
接下来的考验应该会很压力
勇敢的去面对
没有什么是不可能的
我的电话随时都开着等你
加油！

没有了他那会有那么勇敢的我 =]
谢谢你
做人要有自信这还在我脑海中没有忘记
记得学业上要加倍努力
永远的朋友！

放手。

2010-01-12T04:32:00.000-08:00

他放手也许因为我的被动
我们莫名的接受考验
跌倒了好多次
承受无数的眼神
走了好多路
伤痕累累的我
此终告别了

他悄悄的离开让我想起他的好
请原谅我的不完美
请原谅我的没勇气
请原谅我的被动

他总要我自信的一点
他总要我好好照顾自己
他总是会提醒我多温习功课
他不喜欢我熬夜
他不喜欢我迟回信息
如今
没有了这样的吩咐这样的交代
但我早已习惯了

不管心里有多少缝补过的痕迹
我都要用最真诚的心面对自己
原来每一段相遇都代表每一段分离
只是我太晚明白

2009-11-13T05:01:00.000-08:00

再担心它总会到来，
再害怕都得面对。

从我做下选择的那一刻起
我就告诉自己
我必须比别人努力
即使在道路上再坎坷再艰难
我也必须努力的去克服

我不喜欢把我心里真正的感觉告诉别人
就算我再心酸再担心
我绝不会让人发现
即使是我身边的他们
心痛总比心酸好吧
我总这样觉得

今天，一放学之后
我就连续三个补习
在国语补习当中，
我的确很累
我也无法真正集中
我不是想像中那么拼
我只想尽所全力
以免亏欠自己
再让我妈失望

今天，和同学们一起为老师简单的庆祝叙别会
可是感觉是多么的好
一人只需花两块钱
却可以买到许多人那灿烂的笑容
以前的我们总以微笑来表示打招呼
现在的我们却舍不得离开彼此
我们班唯一的武器就是计算机吧哈哈
我喜欢跟他们在一起的时候
真得很快乐却是真正发自内心的快乐.=)
只要功课上你一有什么不明白
他们肯定会帮你
即使他们不会也能帮你找参考书之类的
我开始习惯有他们的生活哈哈

离别不可怕可怕的是遗忘

2009-09-13T03:24:00.000-07:00

Your love was nothing now.
I wont regret.
I wont return.
No looking back anymore.
Trial exam is coming soon.
I will try my best to fulfill my dream
even my mum
She always busily to send me here send me there for my tuition classes.
LOL
so I should workhard.
Thank you much.

2009-08-28T09:55:00.000-07:00

27 of AugustJoo Yee and her juniors celebrated with me at little chef

LOL

My sister guides

make me so touch.

CLB guides thank you much.

Soon Yee still missed her tuition class.

LOL

when the waiter lit up the candle

I was get shocked

I really dont know what i should say that time

Very amazing.=)

Just feel quite warm.

haha

then chat with them there.

After came back

We have a simple bbq party at my house

with my gang.

after they arrive my house

four of us Lin,Yin,Ming and me went to kah wei's house and fetch him

then straight went to eat.

Ming is our driver.

thanks ya.

after that started our bbq party

Incharge by Ming

He was QM in scout before.=)

Yin and I still make Roti Lilit

haha

Ming send me the bday egg

Very cute right?

I means the egg.==

thanks for my ji muis heng dais

still help me clear my house

thanks a lot

finally the amazingly time is reach.

Many of friends msg me

my friend still tried he best to be the first person who wish me

LOL

thanks a lot

I have a sleepless night

izzit too happy?

haha

28 of August

11.ooa.m went to tuition

after tuition

went to sunway with family

my sis bought me a PDI t-shirt

Lin bought a PDI t-shirt as well

LOL

i should love PDI.

haha
thanks for the wishes and presents.

Happy Birthday to me.

Sexy and Sweet 17th.^^

Exam is over.

2009-08-14T02:44:00.000-07:00

Exam is over today.
LOL
I should work hard from now.
SPM is coming soon.
Lazy killing me.x)
My principal Mr.Ramasamy(my godfather.lol)
the person who treat me quite good
I meet him on 29 July before scout AGM
i think it is last time i meet him
for sign the invitation letter.
He said,
Cheah Yong.Finally AGM is coming.
Active is good but its the time for focus on studies.
Should work hard from now okay?
You are my daughter.
I care for you.
Wahaha.I smiles and answer,Okay sir.
He smiles too.
haha.Make me warm lar him.
hiak hiak
Just leave my Mr.Sec a few days ago.
still hard to adapt the condition actually.
wahaha.i miss my Mr.Sec =)

I still lived in my own delusion
think that everything would turn out well.
But that is fake.
I suppose to forget all of that right?
It is pass.It is over.
Studies is important.
=]

2009-08-05T06:21:00.000-07:00

My girls.=)When going to pantai kerachut.

Sport day.xD

Our lunch.Cook by lin and yin.

Quite delicious!haha.=)

When we are form 4!Our marching team won overall champion in sport day 2009.

Smiles.=]

Celebrated Kah Wei's birthday 2009.

Celebrated Valentine's day 2009 together.Five of us are single that time.hee
如此重大的包袱是时候放下了我却舍不得

曾经走过的路已有了我们深深的脚印
曾经我们一起快乐过

曾经我们一起疯过

曾经我们一起有过共同的理想

曾经我们一起有过共同的目标

曾经我们一起承担那种种的艰难

曾经我们一起经过许许多多的考验

曾经我们一起从挣扎中走出来

曾经我们一起在海边烤肉

曾经我们一起在半夜爬山

曾经我们一起把那些小瓜带大

曾经我们一起坐在同一张桌子讨论国家大事

曾经我们一起在童军室里争一把小风扇

曾经我们一起庆祝生日

曾经我们一起庆祝情人节

好多的曾经让我好怀念.

我光荣因为我有你们.

永远的朋友！=]

2009-07-20T01:40:00.000-07:00

We celebrate kah wei and khai fu's bday yesterday.

at Bryan cafe.

Quite enjoy actually.

Before we back home. *Smile.=)

He was too happy i think.

Shine smile at his face whole night.hee
My ji muiss.=]
My gang.=)

Just only yin wearing pink.LOL

haha

Kah Wei,Happy Birthday! =]

2009-06-30T09:07:00.000-07:00

30.06.2009
I am proud having you.
She not pretty like angel
but she has inner beauty.=)
Mama.Happy Birthday
<3 you!

2009-06-13T02:05:00.000-07:00

不知不觉Training Camp 2009就这样过了.
互相关心;
互相包容;
因为意见不合而挣执;
因为自己的胜利而不顾一切;
这些种种都会发生在我们的身上.
在面对挑战时都是同欢共庆,互相其乐.
如果一面对到困难,
大家都会抱着一人有难大家帮忙的兄弟姐妹情助之度过难关.
这种感觉让我好怀念.=)
其实输赢也不必看得那么重,
这也许只是我们人生中一个小小的考验.
输了,并不代表你永远都输着.

我亲爱的Juniors还献歌给我
哈哈
'小微'和'老鼠爱大米'.
佳蓉madam,我爱你!!!
哈哈
这可能是个谎言
但让我感觉好温馨
我相信这肯定会成为我最美好的回忆.
谢谢我爱的你们.

曾经的我好光荣的领上最佳女童军奖,
如今的我好光荣把它献给她人.

如果我们五个的童军生涯是一本书的话,
我想这本书也已经翻到最后一页了.
曾经共苦乐过的朋友,
彼此建立起来的友谊会特别珍贵.
每当看到那发黄的照片时,如我们的友谊有着许许多多的回忆,
永远保存着.
把那些不好的忘记吧.把那美好的回忆深深地保存着.
谢谢一直以来给予那信任的依靠.
以最美丽的句点作为我们的结束吧.=]

2009-05-05T05:42:00.000-07:00

Everyone have their own personality.
I will not simply say sorry if i don't think that i am wrong.
I cant make you to agree with me
but i still will respect my decision.
Do you feel sad when a day i don't care anymore?

Thanks friends.
Don't worry about me.
I know what i should do.
Thanks for your simple care.
I really feel warm.=)

Dear Low Ying Li.
Happy Birthday ya.
Sister forever.=]

2009-04-15T07:26:00.000-07:00

Dear.Happy Birthday!!!

Sorry for nothing special about it

If all of this can make you happy.

It is worth.=]

Remember.Be tough when face everything.

Friendship forever ya.

Sport Day

2009-04-12T08:25:00.001-07:00

Sport day just over yesterday.
Our scout marching team won Overall Champion!!!
hiak hiak

Luck is given by GOD who are put much effort on their job.
It is worth although practised when rain is falling.
Finally we won what is belong to us.
hiak hiak.
I do I really happy.=]

08/09 St.Mark Scout Committees
hehe

*感觉

2009-04-02T05:44:00.000-07:00

人,
没有百分之百的对;
也没有百分之百的错.

今天感觉不一样.
也许是因为已经把心中所谓的那根-刺-解决了.
把心中装着已久的怨恨全部吐出来.
我,感觉比较轻松了.=)

有些东西不需要讲出来.
只要凭感觉.=]

St.Mark Scout 43rd Annual Campfire.

2009-03-21T23:53:00.000-07:00

St.Mark Scout 43rd Annual Campfire : The Ancient Fortress.
It is over.=)

43rd Annual Campfire's tower.

.
Stage.incharge by me.=)
We complete at all when third day for campfire preparation.
Thanks ya my assistants.
They help me alot to complete it.

We are SANG when juniors busy to clean the school.haha

My dad and mum attend my campfire.

all my ji muis attend too.

the persons who i hope they can attend.

Of course i am happy.=)

Big projects-*Programmer*

My ex-scouts help me alot about this.

Thank you very much.

I am really nervous that time.haha

After campfire we all overnight at school.

First time i overnight at school.hee

Actually teachers are not allow us to stay at sch but we still stay at there.

luckily they no discover about this.xoxoxo

After campfire all juniors rest at classroom.

just left us.khai lin,kah wei and i stay at food stall to chat and keep laugh there.

chian ming and chean yin went out to buy tomyam for us.

We sleep at 4a.m. and wake up at 7.30a.m.

quite very super tired.

Next morning,after we wake up then went out to take our breakfast.[ ROTI CANAI ]

Finished our breakfast and start to clean our school.

All juniors looked like quite tired.haha

We take this pic before break up the stage.

We went back at 3.oop.m like that after clean our school.

After i went back.take bath and take my lunch.

Of course i fall asleep lar.

from 4.oop.m. till next morning 8.30a.m.

16 hours i sleep.wahaha

really tired but happy.=)

It will be last time i organise campfire right?

i think so.

It din't make me disappointed.

I am really proud about it!

Thanks for who help me alot.

19th of Macrh 2009.

the day belong to 5 of us!*LCY.LKL.LKW.CCM.CCY*

i never forget it.

friendship forever!=)

Exam is over.

2009-03-05T23:59:00.000-08:00

Finally.finally and finally.
My exam is over.
xoxo.xD
St.Mark Scout 43rd Annual Campfire is coming s00n.
just left a few days.
but looked like just make a plan yesterday.
LOL
time is pass quite fast.
it will be coming soon.it will be over soon too.
hee.going to meet my lovely ji muisss.*excited
I will ask my mum join too.
at least she will know our effort.
i am really happy if her can join my campfire.=)

Working hard.hee
Good Luck my friends.
God bless us!

*Happy Valentine's day

2009-02-14T23:30:00.000-08:00

At first,my school hv organise Merentas Desa.
i joined because of the last year i study at st.mark.

i duty for 4 years ago so i take part this year.

it is my first time joined.it will be the last time i joined too.

i won 5th!!!

hard to believe right?

but this is a truth.haha
When i received the prize.

my girls and boys clap hand and cheering.

thanks lar.haha

My girls

We plans to organise a steamboat party - Single's Gathering at my house tonight.

After i came back from school.

I was take a nap.too tired.hee

At 6.30p.m,they all arrive my house.

So we decided to go to Apex cafe.

drinks and keep laughing at there.

After that we all came back my house.

and ready to start our simple steamboat.

Then we sing karaoke.

We all are really enjoy.=)

then drinks alcohol with a few parters.

Heineken!!!

First time we 5 persons celebrate valentine's day together.

it might be the last time we celebrate together too.

but i still hope that we have chance to celebrate together at next year.

i am really enjoy when gather with you all.

thanks my dearest ji muis and heng dais.

i am not alone because i have you all.

hope you all are really enjoy that time.

the sweet memories when gather with you all are better than any valentine's present for me.

那一切

2009-02-05T06:42:00.000-08:00

在精神上,我很累.
在心上,我的确更累.

最近的我,常常失眠.
不懂怎么了
感觉很累,可是却无法入睡.
整个脑海中一直想着那一切.

是时候冲了!
谢谢你,朋友!
我没有忘记你对我的好.=)

有努力过的人生总是最美好的.
这我相信.

2009-01-25T06:10:00.000-08:00

*My scout's life*

Form 1
Ginna kia.Nothing special and followed what my Patrol Leader said.=]
What is the training camp?This is full of challenge and sweet memories to me.My family have a genting trip during my training camp but i dint join because of my training camp.(sacrificed myself).haha.The Best Patrol Girl-yea.it is what i get in the training camp.I was really happy that time.Khai Lin-my best friend and i valued our friendship.

Form 2
I was a Patrol Second.My jobs-concerned my patrol's members and take care of them.i think i have done well my jobs although i am not good of take care.haha.When first time i was a Patrol Second in the patrol,my Patrol Leader is chian ming.We started know each other and started our friendship.He is a good Patrol Leader.He can help me anything as he can.

Form 3
Started my crazy's and busy's life.PMR year.and i hold the JQM(Junior Quarter Master)this post.Yea.this post is hard to get it but i never give up.Form 3's training camp.The prizes that my patrol won-Senior Champion,The Best Campsite and The Best Backwood Cooking.The Best Girl Scout-the personal's prize that i won.it is my dream since i was form 1.=]

Form 4
As a St.Mark scout's committee.Secretary-my lovely post. My heng dais and ji muis-Khai Lin,Chian Ming,Kah Wei and Chean Yin.I am really lucky because i have them.thanks GOD.friendship forever ya.=)

Form 5
Going to retire.Busy's life.SPM and Campfire 2009.Of caurse i will try my best to do well.i think other committees too.We have a same target!same hope!
let us work hard together.add oil.=)